Thankyou @clothama
I've been busy this weekend, godson's birthday party, which wilst lovely, means that I ma beyond exhausted today.
DH has found excuses not to paint on either day...
Had a show, and lots more cramps overnight, and a lecture of MW about having been signed off and advised rest for a reason...
(otherwise I would have painted the damn nursery myself by now...)
I'm very up and down about how I feel about everything, though my concerns are mainly health related. I guess this is a reason for trying really hard to rest and keep baby cooking (feeding and lung issues are presumably exacerbated by early arrival?)
We have an appointment to discuss with the foetal medicine tomorrow. This seemed a little pointless to me until we know about the other issues, which may be considerably more serious, but DH is very keen.
I feel that if the only things which comes up is the Down's, then given the possibilities that were discussed, I feel blessed.
However, my concern is that the brain lesions are not explain by or associated with DS (I have trawled pubmed in the hope that they are and the neuro guy didn't know...), so still struggling to process atm.
DH threw men a curve ball on Friday, that one of us will have to give up work. I assume he means me, which is daft as I earn more...
I think he may be wrong on this score, but until we know what issues we are facing, no point in stressing.
On my positive days, my thoughts are that I am going to fall in love with my sewing machine all over again in a big way, as between cloth bum and Down's I will never get clothes to fit once baby is a little bigger...
Thanks again for all the wonderful support from everyone